Thursday, November 12, 2009

~Casey's Songs~









Her songs are quite ok... but then too bad cant dl from the website... only can hear in youtube... sigh~ these 3 songs are the most popular and meaningful which i found from her album... in fact the "
學了好久 Aku Cinta Pada Mu" and "無 所謂" are the songs she sang that nite when i went to see her for the performance... i like the lyrics of these two songs... the last song "給 我十個分手的理由" is oso meaningful... but she looks weird in that mv... anyway, maybe more ppl will like her in the future... hopefully she can achieve good result for her career... :)





always waiting. -1:23 AM

Contrast feeling of these days... :) :(

The feeling for tonite is a bit contrast... happy and sad at the same time... as in really happy and really sad... what craps am i talking..? i oso dunno what happened to myself... these days did a lot of weird things... which made me a bit dumb... ~_~ sigh~ and today i drank a lot of tea in the afternoon and evening... so now cant sleep again... tmr sure look like panda... :(

Happy!
1) Met Casey last Saturday... at first my cousin said it was js a place where we sit and listen to her singing... thne who knows ended up in KL a club... dunno what's the name... once reached, straight away we were brought ti the back stage to see Casey in person... i was shocked like... what...? then she is very friendly... we took pictures and chat... she told me how nervous she is b4 going to the stage... she asked me to say a prayer for her... she hugged me for a few minutes and i prayed for her... she was very grateful... and it was the first time i said a prayer for some1... :) her courage is so cool...as in the preparation i saw she did... last yr i met her and her singing now improved a lot... sang better than i expected... i am not a fanz for any singer... it's js that my cousin asked me to accompany him so i did... but i was impressed by her performance... ppl might think what is so big deal to take pic with this kind of unknown singer... but for me... i treated her as a new friend more instead of a singer... we would chat in msn and fb like normal frenz... after listening to her performance... my cousin and his frenz with me went clubbing... it was all last min thing... and i cant say 'No'... coz all of them are there... so we went to Zouk... i think this is the best club out of the 4 clubs i've been b4... i like the velvet club which is more classy and ppl there are more mature... phuture is oso ok... js like normal clubbing place with latest music and youngsters... the other 2 clubs inside are js too undescribable...

~Casey & me at the back stage~

2) Another thing to be happy abt... well, this is the last week for me to work for such long hours~ hurray!!! finally get a break next week... my sis is gonna be back to settle her stuff in the office... as in i hv been managing all the headaches for her and now i got to rest... and then this afternoon... she called to the office and told me what i should do... so i informed her that there are 2 staff that will be coming in late and etc... she asked me to highlight their punch cards for the late timing and oso gave me to permission to scold them if they do anything wrong... at first... in my heart is like... where do i get the power or how can i scold them as they are older than me and we r js the same colleague... then my sis told me in a serious way that... "Your bro in law said now u r the Manager! if anyone dare to say anything, ask them to talk to me or mr.lee personally! let them know they are under u, so control them!" i was like................................... ~_~ the 1st time i felt that i was given power... and being powerful... hehe~ :P but to hold this position, it is hard... not as easy as i thought... thanx Susan for always being there to guide me and care for me... she is like a mother to me... everyday will bring me food and take good care of me... she oso respect me as a person in-charged when my sis is not around... but in fact she is the manager instead of me... :P but what i dun like is... she said she is my future mother in law... bleh~ @_@ crazy~

3) My parents are coming in 2 more days!!! :D so long din see them... this time gonna spend them eat a good meal and then bring them out to enjoy~ i really wish to go out and spend more time with them... coz those will be the most precious moment which i could hv with my family once in a while... :)

Unhappy!
1) I think there is only one thing which i was not happy about... seriously i really cant stand it anymore!!! *sobz* this one whole month when i took over my sis' classes... i found it quite interesting to teach science... but then there is a student in the class seriously got me on my nerves and it's been a long time i din become so angry... i actually exploded my anger on him... sigh~ i know i shouldnt do that but i did... so the story goes like this... this fellar has been so ashamed that he is telling the whole sch that i am his gf... Darn! until all the strangers oso know that and my students are like.......... during the class when i am teaching him... in one and a half hours it feels like 10 years... i always wish the time past faster... coz he will non stop talking craps saying i love u this and that and bahaving badly that really torture me... *arghhhh~~~* i've been like nv bother abt him... and i nv wan to talk with him except when he ask me qs how to do the work... so it happened that he is so daring... on Tuesday nite... while i was teaching the students at the back... he came and hugged me from behind... my reaction was... i straight away turn to the back and slapped him... my hand felt so pain weh~ and he said he is pain... he even dare to answer me that the harder i hit him, the hotter he felt... wth!!! i din care anything but whacked him with the really long ruler that i am holding... he held my hand so hard and i js dun care but whacked til he said sorry... when i stopped, i stormed to my table and sat there... i was so angry and i asked him seriously... "what do u want? and why are u behaving like that? shame on you!!!" he even answered me back... "teacher, i want u to kill me like how Jennifer's body did. You are always hot." DARN!!! ~!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!~ all the students were shocked and queit... i was out of my mind and i js kept quiet and waited til the class end... now i am waiting for my sis to come back and inform her abt this case... and i'll see what is her action... last time due to his bad behaviour, i changed him to the nite class which i wont be meeting him... and now it came back that only 4 classes... then i was tortured til like a mouse... i cant ever imagine how a student could behave like that...i felt like crying already... but since that was the last class so i js close one eyes... better not to make things go bad... sigh~ useless me... cant even control a student... ~_~ and that caused me a bit crazy... it was my frenz bday and we celebrated with him... if i'm not out of my mind then i wont drink... i knew that i cant drink but that nite i js din really think much but drink only... so ended up i was partially drunk i think... coz the body is super hot and my heart was beating so fast... it caused me so sleepy... but that is the way that i can forget what my student did to me that nite... when i reached home, i js slept like that... but this morning my head is so heavy... like blur blur~ @_@ i js wanna go for holidays now... i wanna go and relax... listen to the wave again...


always waiting. -1:13 AM

Monday, November 9, 2009

~moon's angel~






Love these pictures... the night is so calm and the feeling is so good...

always waiting. -3:48 AM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

~今晚的歌曲~



“我觉得真的心淡了。。。”

这些歌曲是表哥叫我听的。。。他给我很多Joey的歌名。。。我就选了今晚的心情歌曲和你门分享。。。






always waiting. -2:21 AM

~今晚的心情~

感觉闷闷的。。。 今晚觉得好累。。。 但是就睡不到。。。可能是小麦草的魔力。。。总是觉得怪怪。。。不知道为什么突然间想用华语来写这部落格。。。感觉很奇妙。。。我的心情很差。。。不知道是不是因为太忙了。。。没有时间休息。。。好像什么都不想做。。。什么都不想。。。我觉得好烦哦。。。 可以要回我的好心情吗。。? 我想静静的一个人去海边走走。。。这些日子好像好多东西发生。。。我不想去理会。。。我选择了逃避。。。

always waiting. -1:29 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

~放生-->Jade 關心妍~

always waiting. -6:28 AM

Monday, November 2, 2009

~My anger~

wanted to express my anger, tiredness & frustration all over the blog... it has been kept for weeks but i am js too tired to do so... and i will update myself here once i'm free later... but i think need to wait til my sis is back to work... and for now... *scream* i cant stand anymore of this exhausted and hectic weeks~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

the stupid ppl please get urself away from me!!! especially the stupid student!!! JUDE ROBERT JOHN!!! if i can kill anyone then it must be YOU!!! stupid idiot!!! b4 i kill u i must chop off ur tongue and ur hands first... so that u got no more chance to talk so much and even touch ppl anymore!!!

the stupid staff with a pea brain who owez tells lies and talks BIG!!! u better BANG ur head to the wall! u ppl are causing me so much headache and trouble! STUPID INDIAN ALIEN! i will sew ur mouth if i can and plant ur brain with bigger seeds!!! ~_~

p/s: sorry ppl if i scared u all with this but this is me... it's so hard to scold ppl right in front of their face... therefore i express my feeling here... thanks for the blog... :P

always waiting. -11:55 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

~The meaningful songs~

~靠近一點點-->Lara~


~爱的太傻-->李宇春~




These 3 songs listened so many times in Mark's car for these 2 days... only replay and replay... the
靠近一點點 is a song in the drama "They kissed again 1"... i like this drama and it is funny... i still remember it is so sad when the girl actually gives in everything for the guy she loves... meaningful... but no idea why all the dramas the guy and the girl will always stay in one hse... is that the way to make things happen..? weird... the 爱的太傻 is a meaningful song where mark said it is like him... things happened between him and his swan... hehe~ he said he only has a nice chapter of love story in his life...i think i also have 1 which is js over in a few months time this year... good memory meant to be kept... and not to happen again... i want to have another chapter which could be written till the end... and this will be the most meaningful thing in my life... mark said marriage is one of the BEST things happen in life for a woman...but for me... i think it is only partially... coz we still have a long way to go... and the life after marriage to see whether it can stand and run smoothly then that will be the BEST thing in life... i think 辛福 only starts after marriage and afer it reaches certain level of stability... like my sis now... gary is different from us... he thinks it is not the best thing in life as he is scared of commitment... haha~ this fellar is owez the boss! but anyway, everyone does everything is just to achieve what they want and what they hope for... but til the end... i think the one that is fated to u will be the only one... just like the song 靠近一點點... no one can expect they will stay together in the same hse, same sch and definitely due to the girl's determination that's why that guy is touched finally... her determination is at MAX in the drama... and who wont be touch in that way..? at first it is a bit 烦 but later on without it then only the guy miss her... i got that feeling like the guy b4... but slowly it will fade away... well, enjoy the songs~ :)

always waiting. -1:15 AM

~LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay) - Piano Cello - by Jon Schmidt~



This is perfect... nice play... and it is a meaningful work from a dad dedicated to her daughter... :)

always waiting. -12:45 AM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

~游龍戲鳳 : Look for a Star~






幸福是什么?
“幸福就好像玻璃球一樣,如果跌在地上,碎片會散落滿地,每一個人都可以去撿。
可無論你怎么努力,你也撿不完;但如果你努力了,你總會見到一些。”

“愛是包容,是忍耐。”

“不是你自己知道喜不喜歡就可以,是要人家知道喜不喜歡才可以。”

離開電影院,我好像也領悟一些。

always waiting. -1:34 AM

the one who waits.

Esther Kwan
9th June
Black, white, purple & blue
PTDD
estherly0609@hotmail.com

the adorations

Any nice dish
Tea
Music, movies, blogging & daydreaming
Any1 who leaves good memories in my life

the detested

Who steps into my life & messes up everything & left in a blink
Alcohol & cigarettes
Bitter taste food

and they say

Time & Tide waits for no man for life only comes once, so appreciate what we have now instead of regret in the future -

the roads that lead away.

http://www.sparkyblue.org/coolstuff/big_city/

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